I was asked to make an artist's page for POZ magazine in 2004 for their December issue. POZ is a New York published magazine for people who are HIV Positive. This became an ongoing project where I was charting a course of my emotional life. Since the initial impetus for doing this work has now passed the project came to a natural end. A version of this was an audio visual projection that was first screened in Arles 2007 and then in Delhi in January 2008.